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WHO CAN RELATE?

The human brain can be your best friend or your worst enemy.

There are some days where I feel like doing nothing. Like literally nothing. Be lazy and forget about the important things in the world.

But right now I’m trapped in a learning zone. I’m trying out a lot of things. I want to challenge myself and do things I used to be afraid of.

You can start something new because someone else thinks you good at something you didn’t notice before. Well yeah, that’s nice cause they see a sort of talent in you which you didn’t. You can take those received words as a compliment and do nothing. Or think about it and start building up your own legacy.

YOUR WORST ENEMY | WHO CAN RELATE? x theninetieskid

I talked to a friend not long ago and he told me he started rapping because of his day one homie. And now his doing all this for his squad. That’s also a good way to motivate yourself and start something new. Cause I’m also the type of guy who put his team first.

But let me tell you this. If you continue doing the stuff you like. It doesn’t matter who used to motivate you back in the days or who brought you to this path of struggle. Because at the end of the day you’re doing it for yourself.

Is it even worth doing all this? The question I’ve been asking myself frequently .. 

I don’t really know but one thing I know for sure I ain’t gonna quit no matter how hard it gets. I don’t do this to prove anyone out there. All of this ain’t about others. I do this for myself.  I do this to prove myself. How far can I live up my potential? How far can I come?

You’ll never be able to answer that if you stop working on you.

It’s just the beginning of a long journey. But I gotta admit I love what I’m doing. Every single day. Every single night. Everything I do. Every line I write that’s 100% me. Every picture I take. Every picture I make. Trust me I ain’t trying to be fake.

I’ve mentioned above that I’m trying new stuff. Stuff I was afraid of back in the days. Like filming, acting, modeling etc. I don’t really like it if people categorize me or my blog. In my opinion, I just see me as a Blogger. I don’t want to classify myself.

YOUR WORST ENEMY | WHO CAN RELATE? x theninetieskid

So if I like to post a Travel-Vlog I’ll do it. If I feel like talking about fashion I’ll do it. Basically, it’s all the same tho. What I want to say is I do this my way. How I want it and like I want it. I’m my own boss. That feeling is indescribable.

I love what the Migos always say in their songs: „Dat way!“

Which means nothing but going a specific way. You choose where you’re heading.

I had a feeling to put that out into the world. I am me and will always be me. I don’t really like to pretend and show off with things I don’t own. I don’t want to sell myself just to get to the throne. I might have changed that’s true but for the better.

YOUR WORST ENEMY | WHO CAN RELATE? x theninetieskid

People starting to support the content I’ve been putting out lately. That feeling to get recognition is amazing.

Believing in yourself is the only way to have a deep impact on your life. This blogging thing made me believe in myself. 

And if you guys still think I’m doing this for the fame or the money then you gotta be out of your mind. I mean if I get paid enough to do this for a living, why not? But in the first place, I started blogging cause writing was one of my secret passions. And someone once told me that this would fit me right.

Well, I’m writing my own story. Where it will bring me will be designed by the destiny.

theninetieskid

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Blogpost inspired by the Song 1-800-273-8255 from Logic

Instrumental by Sing King Karaoke

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